I Wish U'd Known

I'm mystified
I don't know when
I don't know where
a head question infested
a heart devoted to desire
So far from myself every time
I slip I just let it fall
and I fall...I can't defy

I don't wish you were here
coz you would come to me but
to tuck me in and leave
when you know I stay up tonight
but I've turned in...I can't sleep
that's what you want and I don't mind
coz you want it so you care still

let me make you laugh
let me hear you sometimes
let me pray
give me hope...