HeyOoW....!
Well...this time I'd rather say nothing just if you take a glance at my poem it may help you understand why I'm avoiding explaining any clearer...this is related to what happened 3 months ago just a couple of days before my birthday...of course I recently wrote this poem and it really has helped me feel much better so far...here it goes...
I wish I had somebody to talk to
when past is rehashed to me
when my moods get changed again
when my eyes are full of tears
I only wish I had somebody to talk to
when something keeping avoiding recalling it
comes back to you and it just looks new
it's got you in with it
you still live in that moment with him
even thinking of him makes you panicked
a sudden rush requiring an immediate response
happening to someone living in her another lifestyle
unacquainted to betraying a trust or lies
noway to compromise!
drags me there again
disasters are happening again and again
I'm back to that dilemma again
oh every thing's taking place again
I'm filled with too weird feelings
I could never ever imagine !
when I can still hear the things
I was forced to deal with
when the break in my pride knocks my breath off
when the wound of my soul begins to bleed
till it's full to the brim
my relief gets ruined by giving the loudest color to my spirit
when I hardly resist believing it
I was fooled so easy without a weep or anything !
so easy to cheat...
when I'm full of unshared words full of secrets and sorrows
I wish I had somebody to talk to
but there's always a sigh
that's left in it every time
when the pain catches my throat
when I become a drama to tell
a paragraph, a sentence
with a pitiless word that dominates the incident
I wish I had somebody to talk to
somebody...somebody that just listens to me
understands me...somebody feeling what I feel
somebody that doesn't blame me....no I don't need her to talk !...
just a human being to listen up...:((
Well...this time I'd rather say nothing just if you take a glance at my poem it may help you understand why I'm avoiding explaining any clearer...this is related to what happened 3 months ago just a couple of days before my birthday...of course I recently wrote this poem and it really has helped me feel much better so far...here it goes...
I wish I had somebody to talk to
when past is rehashed to me
when my moods get changed again
when my eyes are full of tears
I only wish I had somebody to talk to
when something keeping avoiding recalling it
comes back to you and it just looks new
it's got you in with it
you still live in that moment with him
even thinking of him makes you panicked
a sudden rush requiring an immediate response
happening to someone living in her another lifestyle
unacquainted to betraying a trust or lies
noway to compromise!
((you've got to do it pal!))
deeply feel the pain in you, your soul...it hurts...breaks me downdrags me there again
disasters are happening again and again
I'm back to that dilemma again
oh every thing's taking place again
I'm filled with too weird feelings
I could never ever imagine !
when I can still hear the things
I was forced to deal with
when the break in my pride knocks my breath off
when the wound of my soul begins to bleed
till it's full to the brim
my relief gets ruined by giving the loudest color to my spirit
when I hardly resist believing it
I was fooled so easy without a weep or anything !
so easy to cheat...
when I'm full of unshared words full of secrets and sorrows
I wish I had somebody to talk to
but there's always a sigh
that's left in it every time
when the pain catches my throat
when I become a drama to tell
a paragraph, a sentence
with a pitiless word that dominates the incident
I wish I had somebody to talk to
somebody...somebody that just listens to me
understands me...somebody feeling what I feel
somebody that doesn't blame me....no I don't need her to talk !...
just a human being to listen up...:((
