I Wish U'd Known

I'm mystified
I don't know when
I don't know where
a head question infested
a heart devoted to desire
So far from myself every time
I slip I just let it fall
and I fall...I can't defy

I don't wish you were here
coz you would come to me but
to tuck me in and leave
when you know I stay up tonight
but I've turned in...I can't sleep
that's what you want and I don't mind
coz you want it so you care still

let me make you laugh
let me hear you sometimes
let me pray
give me hope...

So Fearless When You Are Gone

As you take every single step away
I become little more brave to walk in the dark
As your shadow fades through the night
I dare to chase the howl of wolves sometimes
Even a cold home somewhere out
Seems safe enough to hide
Yeah you go away again as I guessed
and Ill miss my fear through the fire
Through the dark
Let any thief come along
Let the thunder crash the sky
Let the rain pour
I stay still so fearless
When you're gone
Ive got nothing else to lose
and you're gone... .