Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Injustice

      Actually, this time I'm gonna be a little more impolite...! Well, it really hurts me I'm talking about one of our teachers at school. She's our English teacher! I can't accept most of her beliefs! I believe they're rubbish of course they are especially in most of teens' opinions! For example, she says all the Hollywood stars are d**b*ss and d*ck! Once, I was about starting a serious discussion with her! I think her beliefs only work out for her and better not to share them! She told any abusive word to my favorite popstar Rihanna while she exactly knew that I'm a Rihanna fan, be cause I've my hair cut just like Rihanna's hairstyle of course since then she calls me bold ;) :D even she doesn't allow me to take my scarf off in her class! F*** her!
      In the class, whenever she asks a question I am the one to answer it and it never makes her satisfied and she bitterly (of course be cause of having no other ways) admires me, be cause she knows that I'm not following her sh*t beliefs and in fact; I'm fighting against them. Now that it's gonna be a competition among struggling students in English lesson, she isn't choosing me intentionally! But that's not fair! She's just an idiot, she's harming herself not me! Even if she'd change her f***ing mind I don't give a damn about it!
     This is a short poem that I wrote it today. As you know, I habitually express my feelings by writing poems...I'm hoping you'd like it... .

She was a b**ch
                    now I don't care what she was
                    just like a sense that's gone...
                    no I don't care what she was
                    cause she fought against my right
now I don't care what..., she was, she was, she was, she was a short-sighted woman that's all...
she was, she was, she was, she was a sh*t silly woman that's all...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

A Recovery

At first, I was afraid, I was baffled
I was in a terrible condition
how immediately  it happened!
every sudden, unexpected incident came just after the ex 
how soon it was done!
so out of my thoughts
but couldn't stay in a sad manner
it'd not be me and that is
no pain lasts till the end
after any failure you've gotta make a success
getting lonely, hopelessly, confusion, stop dreaming
all come together baby
you'd better know how to see
refresh your perspective
you'd better get the tip
be hard, be tough, learn to depend on no one
believe you, believe me
the only way to release
is to consider it as a relief
as a chance to know more about the rules
please
try to work it out
you need to always get out of the shit like now
so start it from now
but I can't tell ya that
I've got all your back
I'd rather to be an independent type right now
try it, contemplate it, strain
I can't stay in this way
I've hurt enough, yeah...
by now I can say
I've hated the ex-life, now I'm fresh, experienced, ready for hardness
In this chance I'd make my eyes wide opened
and I should say it
I needed
a recovery...