A Recovery

At first, I was afraid, I was baffled
I was in a terrible condition
how immediately  it happened!
every sudden, unexpected incident came just after the ex 
how soon it was done!
so out of my thoughts
but couldn't stay in a sad manner
it'd not be me and that is
no pain lasts till the end
after any failure you've gotta make a success
getting lonely, hopelessly, confusion, stop dreaming
all come together baby
you'd better know how to see
refresh your perspective
you'd better get the tip
be hard, be tough, learn to depend on no one
believe you, believe me
the only way to release
is to consider it as a relief
as a chance to know more about the rules
please
try to work it out
you need to always get out of the shit like now
so start it from now
but I can't tell ya that
I've got all your back
I'd rather to be an independent type right now
try it, contemplate it, strain
I can't stay in this way
I've hurt enough, yeah...
by now I can say
I've hated the ex-life, now I'm fresh, experienced, ready for hardness
In this chance I'd make my eyes wide opened
and I should say it
I needed
a recovery...