Please Don't Leave Me!

Oh! It's so sad to see winter's gonna end. I love winter the most so It's frustrating for me to wait for the spring and the new year's eve. The only thing that satisfies me is that the new year's gonna be after midnight and I love night and staying awake till the morning! Plus, I can do a lot of things in the new year's holiday! But immediately after that teachers start giving tests to the poor students and this covers almost whole of the spring! That's one of the main reasons I don't like this season! I like christian new year! It's in the winter and people enjoy going out and making a snowman! I love snow! But here we hardly ever have a heavy snow! By the way, I wish the best for all of you my dears for the following year. Have a ***king perfect year!

Yet...!

Hey dears! I couldn't write anything these days here and even I couldn't browse any Blogspot blogs because they were all filtered! Fortunately, I finally found a perfect filter shekan to deal with the problem. Now, I have several texts to write and I'm gonna start them in their chronological ways. Any poem shows a different feeling in a different time. As you know, a teenager can have various thoughts and experience various feelings. I'm the type interested in replacing her thoughts and feelings into paper and of course I wanna share them to know about others' too.

Listen
I don't wanna talk trash
but this is the only way to contrast
the good and the bad
I've been in a dilemma
then I experienced a lot
so I never talk trash
no, I don't wanna talk trash
now I just wanna tell ya
I'm you're she's he's
we're just wasting time
coz none of us has realized
the goal of our unique and important births
and that's the result of avoidin' to look through the holy instructions
we don't pray for anyone except for our **ckin' selves
we didn't know the goals
we didn't understand it at all
we didn't make effort
we aren't makin' yet
yet, we ain't makin' it
yet, we are asleep yeah
yet, we don't wanna begin again
yet, we don't feel the pain
yet, we've got wrong hopes for future
yet, we're thinkin' about a way to escape
yet, we've left our thoughts, aims, loves, hates on the earth 
yeah, we're still drowned in our dreams babe