Shame Seeked U Not Me

Said it needs time 
What if I'm pulled just on the boundary 
Back to where truth tears the lies 
I made to explain why you left me apart...

Ah what made you so cold at once
All of the dreams you ran in my mind
Left me starring at my empty hands
Wandering how could you greet me so glad after all

Now I see all I've been afraid of
Had taken place already
And I've been denying it 
Through the haze you left me in 

It still can't make me feel ashamed 
You didn't let me know 
You're the one to blame
You left me incomplete 
Hope you burn a little in the flame you send me in

When you saw me on the bench 
I could see your smile fade 
Hear your sorry language 
But only when he caught your eyes beside me
Brazen filled you again 
Great chance to spit the blame on me

I don't care whether you sigh later or not 
Or how often our memories cross your mind 
Because I bury my pulse inside
Perhaps a little sorry but I, just don't feel ashamed at all 

No matter how I felt already 
Hope you sink in the tears 
Run out of the eye 
Once you'd stare silent in